Sorry been gone for such long time, rough times hospitalization

so the more and more I dont keep up this blog i feel so bad. I have been meaning to but lately I hae gotten to the point where I was a danger to myself and ended up in the psych ward and then more therapy and then went to a 45 day rehab center, which dd not work. I have had no motivation to do anything but sleep during day and stay up all night paranoid to point that i bult a faraday cage in my room to get rid of all elctronic signal. I have finally started to come out of this big episode of psychosis but still strugling bad and need to get back to finding friends to talk to due to being so lonely and have no way to vent. anyways this is just a starting post to let people know that I am back, also here is a picture ive worked on.