So back with internet after a long hiatus due to a family vacation. My mom me sister and her fiance and baby all drove out to florida. I usually love driving and it is the one thing that makes me feel comfortable and at ease, but trying to drive from michigan to florida with sister and fiance and there baby can get pretty hectic and loud. Needless to say had to take plenty of xanax to avoid many panic attacks, but all in all did pretty good.
The trip its self was not to bad. I got to spend a lot of time on my own, and ended up going to all 6 Disney World parks in 5 days by myself. All was good except for the few minor panic attacks and anxiety from being in crowded lines for a long time, Being around family the whole other time is different story. My mom and I did not agree on a lot of things and she kept getting mad at me for suffering some hallucinations saying that she thought it was all in my head and that it only happened at home.
Well back home now and things are back to where they were and starting to struggle pretty bad at the moment. I am out of all my meds and have no insurance anymore. Before I left for the trip I had applied for medicaid insurance, and now that i am back they call and say that there was some issues and problems with my application and that it will take a month or so till I can get a appointment and insurance, so not sure how I am getting my meds at the moment, if I had money I would just get them refilled and pay full price but can not afford it. Anyways thought I would do a quick update. More to follow later.
