So as I said in my previous post that I wanted to keep on track of my posting everyday. Well that has not quite worked. It has been a tough couple weeks, Internet got disconnected, and my phone got shut off.
I also have been going through bad withdrawals these last couple weeks or so and the only thing keeping me a float is the few bucks I have to buy cheap alcohol.
Good news though is that today Oct. 29th is my 26th birthday. I was able to get some meds finally and am spending my night alone in my room, trying to stay not paranoid and drown out the voices, by watching some movies and chillin with some Adderall, Temazepam, Alcohol, and dip. So far pretty good.
This weekend for Halloween I am not sure what I plan on doing, but will most likely be going to a bar to get some cheap drinks and at least try to venture out of the house.
Also our Florida trip to meet up with family is next Friday and so far not looking forward to it due to so many complications with my sisters fiance, so we will see how that goes. At least when we get down there I will have a free shuttle to parks as well as Epcot passport for Drinking around the world. 9 pints in one day, plus the extra money I have saved up so I can take free shuttle places and just get drunk and hangout around the parks and the pool at the condo.
Anyways not much to say tonight, just wanted to start getting back to posting more often now that internet and phone is back.
Been working on more blackout poetry so will be uploading some of those soon.
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