So sorry have not posted in a few days. I had a minor overdose and resulted in a really bad psychotic episode where I could not control myself, and ended up in 72 hour hold.
The episode started at about 5am and started with a fast heartbeat of 122 and anxiety attack, which then led to paranoia, I felt claustrophobic, chest was tight, keep hearing noises of people running around me that I could not see. To top that off I was home alone and it was dark so it made me freak out even more. Felt like my head was spinning. Mom ended up calling me and talking to me for a bit to try and calm me down. She came home early and took me to ER where they said I had a minor OD on adderal and hydrocodone. With that plus my episode and previous self harm they put me on 72 hour hold.
I am home now and feeling better, heart rate is still fast so trying to calm that down, mom took adderall so going through some withdrawls. Taking it one day at a time for now. Sorry short post but will try to post later, I am tired for once from the meds I got in hospital.
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