Thursday, September 24, 2015

Rough time, Aliens/Paranormal IDK anymore

So this post will probably make me sound like a weirdo, but it has been rough lately. Usually 3-4 times a week I wake up with three scratch marks or pin like pricks on my leg or arm. Now the scratches I understand that I could possibly do that in my sleep, but not the pin pokes and not 3 in a row. Sometime it will happen even when I am awake and I will feel a burn and the see marks or pokes. It really freaks me out. I have been taking my overage of Adderall at night to keep myself awake since night time is the worse for me especially being home alone at night. Tonight will yet again be another hot, long, night of adderall temazepan and alcohol. I even ended up giving myself a few burns on my wrist to keep me sane tonight. I know none of this probably sounds good, but it is just how I am at the moment.

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